today's zuo wen thing was like so tough can ? just a picture of 2 girls looking into the sky full of stars. i seriously don't know what i should write. luckily had some discussion before that for 15 minutes so it was still quite alright in the end. i was the second writer and it was so damn boring for the first half an hour (had to wait for the eunice,the first writer to finish first) but luckily gena sms-ed me so it was still quite okaye.

after eunice has finished writing, i took over. was quite okaye. she ended quite well for me to continue. crap a lot and i added a lot of conversation stuffs into the compo. hopefully, it will turn out alright. joanne told me that yu ching managed to link it with her own story after that. phew. i was afraid that i might not end well for yu ching to continue. went back to class after the zuo wen thingy. it was pouring damn heavily ! but in the end i still left the school with xiaotian despite the heavy rain. xiaotian's umbrella was kinda of spoilt. hahas. she's one aggressive girl. she has spoilt 5 umbrellas and the umbrella that was spoilt today would be her sixth ! gosh. so violent. LOLS.

home sweet home now. think i had better rush to do my timed practice now. dont wna leave it to the last minute ever again.

whees. zhiyang won campus superstar ! (: he deserves it ! i love his rendition of kiss goodbye and 'yi shou jian dan de ge'. NICENICE !! (x lols.

anyway, today was rather a soso day. got back chemistry and emath papers. kinda of satisfied with my results although i do make certain careless mistakes at times and even forgetting how to do completing the square .. hahas. if not could have gotten another 4 marks, damn. oral results also quite okaye.

oh yah, mr lee will not be teaching my class for the next 3 weeks and clarissa han is gna take over. i wonder if this clarissa han is clarissa cheong.. got an intuition that clarissa han IS clarissa cheong. god. i wonder if she's a good teacher.. ahh. whatever lah. it's only 3 weeks of her lesson.

so far the past week has been quite alright except that there is combined on saturdays now to prepare for the upcoming competition. whcih means every saturday, i have to stay in school until about 4,5 plus before im free. gosh. my only free day will only be sunday. AHH ! no choice though. for the sake of doing well for the competition... at least it's not having band everyday.

last friday, went to watch snyo performance at victoria concert hall. many hilarious things happen between gena and me in school before we reach suntec to meet xueli. lols. i wonder if i should rly blog it out. it's damn funny and it's gna be one unforgettable experience. hmmm. maybe i should just list out the venues,

1.gym toilet
2.outside the canteen,near the achievement board
3.canal outside school
4.bus-stop at the backgate

lols. these are the venues. that day was a busy day for us. we did cip in the afternoon and get to miss one period fo chinese ! yayness. hahas. we went to an old folk's home at geylang east and bring them to east coast park. the old folks there are actually quite amiable. quite a pleasure to talk to them. hahas. gena,xiaotian and me are the regular students who bring old folks to the toilet. lols. the whole cip trip, the 3 of us just bring old folks to the toilet and bring them back to the beach and talk to them. overall, it was still quite alright. thought i will have some miscommunication with the old folks. hahas.

went back to school then those hilarious things happen and after that we went to suntec ! met xueli at the city hall station and from there we walked to suntec. saw a watch at a shop in citylink mall which gena recommended to me. the design is nice but i had not enough money with me at that moment. should have brought more on that day. yupyup. went to suntec and we bought yami yogurt and took our dinner over there. we wanted to shop around but there wasn't enough time. yeah. after a while, around 7 plus, we took an mrt to raffles place to meet jacie and walked to vch.

concert was quite okaye, the third song lasted for 42 minutes ! damn long. but snyo is rly fantastic. so admire them,esp the trombonists. there were only 3 players and yet their sound was so loud and distinguished. it's like the orchestra is very big and loud and yet we can still hear the trombone from the place where i was sitting. pro !

after the comcert, went to macs with gena,xueli and jacie. sat dwn there chit-chat for a while before leaving. yupyup. and that marks the end of my friday last week.

tml got the zuo wen competition thingy, wonder what is it all about. hopefully, the topic wouldn't be that tough(:

okaye. time is running out for me to type this post so i shall just type a short one here.

anyway, there's a lot of homework to be done esp mr lee's. i have to RE-DO his summary and do a kinda of like a table for the summary thing. gosh ! and he says that the last page which is the supplementary exercise has to be done too. that page alone is gna kill me ! so mnay things like finding out the meaning, constructing the sentence and filling in of the adjectives,verbs,adverbs and nouns of certain words found in the passage. GRR. so much to do on eng alone ! ahh!

and tml there will be this compre test. it's a level test. hopefully, i will do well. guess this is gna be part of the CA marks since there's no english common test. i will be having my chinese oral tml too ! waa... !! such a short notice ! how am i supposed to prepare myself for it ??? gosh. conversation alone is gng to take up 30 marks ! guess i have to mugmugmug tonight. but for now, i shall go watch campus first.. wahahaha(x

went to school in the morning for emath lesson. met quite a number of ppl on the way to school. i saw magdalene first, followed by shang fa and yu ching. hahas. it was like such a coincidence ! lols.

the lesson was okaye. a lil bit dry but don't know why i could actually be so awake throughout the whole lesson. surprisingly. hahas. anyway, wanqi was a lil bit crazy today. she kept on saying 'hao ren you hao bao' and the 'bao' she was actually referring to hugging. so if yu translate it back, it will be 'good person have good hug' ! LOL! xD she wanted to exempt herself earlier from the lesson so that she could go for guitar.. but mrs toh didn't allow. yeah. and she thought she could miss half the lesson and go slack at guitar. hahas. too bad for her ! but like this it had be better cuz she can accompany and talk to me. hahas.

after the emath lesson, took a bus home with gena. so good lah. she can go out today to watch movie with her bn classmates.. guess she must be enjoying the movie while im typing this post at home now. bleahs. forget it. i must quickly go pia my homework and finsh it earlier than her ! hahas.

oh yah. later needa go for tuition too. sians. okayeokaye, that's all for now. i have got nth to blog. byes !


tml gng to singapore poly ! whees:)

anyway, there's loads of homework that needs to be done. and gosh. school is reopening soon and tml there's this emath remedial thing. ahh ! guess i rly have to buck up and quickly complete my homework lur. sighs. seems that i have been returning to school for quite a no. of times during the holidays. it doesn't seem like a holiday to me. oh well. im alrdy sec3. and there's o lvl chinese for me to take this year. guess i rly rly rly have to pia for now>.<

i realised that many ppl have read the recent post i have posted. im sorry if i have provoked or hurt anyone who have read it. im sorry and i didnt mean it to>.<>that post, i was feeling real DOWN. i just thought that im being left out in the whole world. i simply thought that there is no one for me and nobody cares for me at all.

i was at the lowest point of my life and i just feel that life's so boring for me. it seems like a life cycle for me everyday. it's like the same old routine and im so sick of it. i just don't know how to express my emotions then. it's just like mixed feelings? things got even worse when i was being kinda of like "criticised". it was rly saddening that's why i chose to type out to sort of vent out my anger and frustration.

i wonder if it was the right thing to do. i tried to make the font small but ppl could still read it, and worse still, those ppl that i mention in the post read it too. i kinda of feel bad and im sorry for that matter. i was just too sad to think about the consequences that i have to bear later on and in fact when i was typing that post, i didn't rly exactly know the content cuz it was like whatever things i have in mind i just type it immediately so even if i have any spelling errors or what so ever, i have no idea at all. and this is also the reason why i have hurt some ppl out there.

i didnt care about other ppl's feelings then. i just feel like getting all these unhappiness out of my mind. that was my whole motive. never did i know that i would hurt ppl like this. im rly sorry to those that i have mentioned in the post esp _ _ _. SORRY !

sometimes i just wonder if i do have any good qualities or any good points in myself. i just find that im like not good in anything? be it in my studies/sports/music, i just dont seem to find myself good in any aspect. i feel that im so useless. and these few days, i realised that i do not have many friends now. i feel so depressed. looking at the number of friends gena has, i feel so inferior. i have never had this feeling before until i entered secondary3

everything seems to have changed after the streaming. i thought it maybe better for me but it turned out to be worse. i just feel so left out and lonely. and im too tired of my friends arnd me. i told myself to not feel in that way but i cant help it. it's like for eg. may. i just find that sometimes her actions are far too childish and when im troubled or anything, she still continues to tell me things that i dislike or am not interested in. i feel so sick. i tried dropping some hints to her but she dont seem to get it. and im afraid if i were to tell her directly,she would be upset. i just dont know what todo. im so confused.

and things are not rly gng too well in band too. charissa is so out in the section and she doesnt seem to like this section at all. i dont know how to help her to regain her interest in the section. i have no idea of how to help her. and the worse thing now is i cant help myself. nobody seems to like me anymore. like joanne. i used to be quite close to her but now we are like so distant. and today before the talentime audition, she even commented on the choice of my song saying that my choice is always 'very different ' frm the rest. she seems to be criticising me.

and eunice was there saying 'lousy' and all this and that. i was so hurt when i heard about it, i just feel so bad. and then when i held the jiang meiqi and she album, eunice took the she album without even looking at jiang meiqi's one and gena was there laughing 'haha. nobody look at yr album'(referring to the jiang meiqi's one)

i feel so hurt deep down inside my heart. jacie also another straightforward one. today during after frc she said that she was happy with her science results cuz she got 38/50 beating thuiqi and jessica. i ask how much did jessica fare and she say 60. when i told her i scored the same as jessica in sec2, she said that we are of the same kind whihc is like criticising me like that.

and she's like not close to me now. shee's closer to gena and xueli and i just feel a bit jealous. dont know why. i just feeel so alone.,left out. bleahs. only thing i can turn to maybe are just my soft toys. gosh. sighs.

i had wanted to go for mrl at first cuz im still oweing 2 hours for this month's duty. yupyup. but in the end i decided not too go cuz i was rather in a bad mood. i just kept on thinking how boring my life is when practically everyday (actually it's only 6 days) where i have to go for school and everyday i have to stay until late afternoon before i can rly go home to take a break.

if it's not school, it will then be tuition. by the time i finish my tuition, it will be quite late alrdy and i have to complete my homework which needs to be handed up the next day. this process will then keep on repeating for all weekdays. but of course, there will be some exceptions where there is band after school. but it's still roughly the same cuz by the time i reach home it will be arnd 7 plus 8? jus somewhere arnd there. and i dont seem to have any fun like maybe chilling out with friends for a while after sch or sth like that.

it seems to me that life's getting a bit too boring for me. i wish to spice up my life further doing things that i enjoy. sighs. im making myself sound so pathetic. damn. yeah. and i was feeling quite moody throughout the whole of pastoral care and higher chinese lesson. and there was also a change in the sitting plan ! im supposed to sit with weiming ! gosh. but i only sat with him during amath lesson (it was miss chan who araanged the new sitting plan and she is my amth teacher). yeah. and after her lesson, i went ot change place to sit with gena. xiaotian moved over too and we, the threesome sat tgr in class ! whees(:

hahas. yupyup. so back to the mrl thingy. i didnt go in the end and instead i went out with gena and xueli for a while to parkway to makan. we went to yoshinoya and we sat back at the same place where we went the other time and the scenario was roughly the same as were sitting in the same positions. eating the same stuff. and actions were roughly the same. gena and me gave the waffle fries to xueli, xueli and gena went to buy the fan tuan but the black sesame flavour that xueli wants was not available (this is slightly different from the other time), i was the slowest to finish my food again, gena and me taking the same drinks plus xueli and gena sharing the drinks tgr ! it just so look like the other time when we went to eat. LOL!

yeah. and then cuz xueli didnt get to eat her fan tuan she went to buy ice-cream instead and i recommended her to try the belgian chocolate cuz it's yummy ! but after she bought it, i thought the taste was slightly different but it's still very yummy ! hahas. i wanted her to try the black sesame too at first cuz she didnt get to eat the black sesame flavour of the fan tuan so i thought maybe this ice-cream flavour would be the substitute for it(x she didnt try it in the end but i wish to try it the next time i patronise the shop. it had be interesting(: wonder how the flavour taste like. heex.

and with that cup of belgian chocolate she bought, xueli, gena and me sat dwn sharing that cup of ice-cream cuz xueli and gena couldnt finish it and ask me to help out to finish. hahas. we were sitting dwn there enjoying our ice-cream and the atmosphere was rather sweet? hahas. had a lot of fun chatting over there. gena wants to go down there again this thurs ! wonder if i should tag along or go for mrl? lols. i feel like trying their chocolate fondue !

after finishing the ice-cream, xueli went to buy the marshmallow dipped with chocolate at the chocz shop there and i met xueting ! was quite paiseh at first when i saw her cuz i dont know if she recognises me. but in the end she smiled at me. yeah. and she looks still the same. we then left the place not long after. yupyup. at least todya i managed to go out for a while:D

PHYSICS TEST TML !

gotta go for tuition now. needa uncle roger to help me. heex. bye !

hahas. and the only difference was we didnt take photos this time

went to KBOX today ! whees. im gna make a very SHORT post about this cuz i have to go off very soon afterdoing the ws mr lee gave on the art of argument4 .. yupyup. it was very fun today. however,my voice sucks today can? i was like erm.. i just dont sound good today:(

yeah. and i was rather upset. sang quite a no. of songs but haven thot of one to sing with jessica yet. yeah. so most probably, i will be gng dwn agn on wednesday ! ohoh. thanks gena and xueli for the chipmunk present ! i love it loads ! whees. the chipmunk also had a lot of fun at kbox too cuz we kept on playing with all the soft toys that gena has given jacie,xueli and me.

HAHAHA. gena seems to be a SANTA CLAUS today. LOL. she gave a tortoise to jacie, tigger to xueli and of course a chipmunk for me ! YAY ! then we just kept on throwing the soft toys here and there and we used the soft toys to sway with the music. wahahaha. it was quite fun and the klunch over there is not too bad. we all ate the black pepper chicken set. heex. however, xueli could not take the meat cuz she is a vegetarian.yupyup. so i think in the end she only took the rice, fruits and salad. yupyup.

then after kbox, we walked arnd and jessica and i bought sth for derrick before leaving. yeah. and i have to go now. bye ! xD

i think i had better stop being such a flower idiot (as in hua chi)alrdy. after looking back at my actions these few days, i can conclude that im rly falling head over heels over shawn. gosh. how crazy can i get.

i think i rly change my liking very fast. couple of weeks ago, i was talking to may saying that i like joshua, but now im alrdy into the shawn craze. i do change my perception fast huh? whatever. i just hoped that i wont be too crazy, even my friends could tell too. and they just think im mad. well. i feel that at my present age, i had better learn what is self constriant. i had better learn to control my moods as far as possible. i feel that im still a very kiddy person, like those silly fans out there being such a fanatic of a certain person. goodness. i dont want to be like that.

maybe i shuld just learn to admire him only. as in maybe i can like him but maybe not too crazy. i think im gng bonkers soon if i were to continue being like that. its like sometimes i wonder to myself why should i be crazy over someone who doesn't even know me in the first place? it's like i dont know him and even if i were to meet him on the streets, he wouldn't even say hi to me. ( i had be surprised if he were to rly wave at me o.0 )

yep, maybe i should just think in this way. this is not gna do me any good if i were to continue idolising him or sth. but i rly think his looks are not bad. bleahs. LOL. i dont know what im talking now. just plain CRAP. well. i guess im just being a plain bore here. sorry to anyone who is reading this lame post. i will come up with a more interesting one the next time round.

stop about the shawn thingy now. tml gng to KBOX ! whees. i wna sing ! i wna take the mike and go HIGH ! i just wna have a great time at the kbox, singing songs that i like and go HYPER once more ! let the hyperness be back unto me again ! whees. and it's rare that there's no band on SAT. and it's gna be the same for next wed too ! yayness ! (:

i have watched I NOT STUPID 2 alrdy ! YAYness ! lols.

i know this has been screened in cinemas for quite some time alrdy but its just that i couldnt find time to watch it and almost all of my friends have alrdy catch this movie. but ohwell, i still watched it, with my mum ! hahas.

we went to century square to catch the movie and i was there earlier than my mum. yeah, so went to buy some lil stuffs that i can munch while watching the movie. bought plums and maomi stripes. hahas. i wanted to buy gummies frm mini toons at first but thought it would be too fattening if i just kept on eating all these sugary gummies. yupyup. so in the end i decided to be a good girl and not succumb to my temptations. hahaha.

guess what when i was walking at tm? i met zhou! at first i couldnt recognise who she was cuz i was on the phone and then suddenly i realised that there was this dunman high girl waving at me.when i looked at this person closer, OHMY! it was zhou ! LOL. yeahyeah.i started waving back at her. she has changed quite a lot and has short hair now ! and she seems to have slimmed dwn. heex. yeah. then went to buy ice milo at macs and saw some chung cheng bballers there eating.

i met up with mum and we went to the cinema immediately. i thought the usher would not have noticed the macdonalds ice milo cuz i was like trying to hide it with my mum's paper bag and unfortunately i failed. bleahs. but the usher just told me to not bring in any more of these drinks in future. so phew. nth happened. my mum and i thought we are supposed to finish the drink first before entering into the cinema.

and the movie was absolutely FANTASTIC ! i like SHAWN ! i think he's so good looking can? his transformation was so big compared to the movies of homerun and i not stupid. he is like so tall now ( he is standing at 1.78m ! which is even taller than joshua!) and he is so cute la ! ahh!1 crazy lil me. i think im rly liking him a lot now. lols. i just think that he's so good-looking now. hahas.

and the ppl in the cinema were damn bad lah. there was this particular scene which showed joshua's dad in the hospital and the principal plus teacher all saying that he is loking good and should be able to discharged within 1 or 2 days. however, the next scene actually showed the funeral photo of joshua's dad and everybody in the cinema just LAUGHED ! its like so bad la. i didnt laugh cuz gena has alrdy told me of the scene. but it was like meant to be a very sad scene but everyone is like saddist lah. just laugh when they showed that scene. lols.

the movie is not too bad afterall, it has many funny parts as well as those tear-jerking moments. and i just simply like shawn and there was this scene where his dressing was like so pia kia type. he has got like 4 piercings in one of his ears(wonder if the piercings are real ones not) and then he wear those metal chain on his neck but some abstract black shirt which made him so gangster-like. but i still like him. WAHAHAHA.

anyway, this movie is not too bad. those who havent catch it shuld watch cuz its quite a nice one to catch and there is shawn ! LOL. yeah. so do catch it and now chung cheng is offering this concession rate of only 5 bucks for students who are interested to watch. so good lah ! shouldnt have watch it first. but i have also ticked in the class list agreeing that i will be gng. hahaha. feel like watching but wonder if my mum will scold.

and ohoh. i love the song that junyang sang too. it just so match with the scene where shawn and joshua walked with the gang. it made that scene like so cool with the backgrnd music. NICENICE ! i like it ! hahaha.

and tml gena is gna have her piano exam and juniors will be having their common tests alrdy. good luck to yu all ! (:

whees(: got the yearbook for 2005 today !


but i look kinda toot in certain photos. LOL ! and i thought at first it was like we only get to have a yearbook every alternate year. hahas. and its still the same as before. given 2 booklets but i haven look through the other one yet.

today's lessons were quite okaye. but ss was not a rly good one though. many ppl were punished for not doing their work and i was almost punished. in a sense that i was called out but i realised that i have actually done it and it was in my file. gena and wanqi's phones were then confiscated cuz wanqi didnt wna give ms goh the ez-link card and gena's mum took her ez-link card to top-up. yea. and there's sth wrong with gena's puk code again.

yupyup.then she couldnt operate her phone again. and she was rather sway today. had to stand for 2 lessons. one for not doing any work, the other one for gng geog lesson late. definitely not her day today. but she must be very happy cuz 'hamster' got in for campus ! wahahaha. i think nobody would know who isit cuz its a code between gena,xueli and me. LOL ! (x but for those who watched the campus results, they probably might know who is the 'hamster' we are referring to.

went for mrl just now after school. kinda of sian. there's nth to do over there. met yan bing and amanda in mrl. then just did shelving, scanning, help to label the new books and bleahs. there's nth much that can be done but auntie jeannie( is that the correct spelling?) helped me to cheat so that i can have 2 hrs for my duty. HAHA. but i still owe 2.5 hours for this month.

and tml there is this mrl meeting at 215. think its gna be boring cuz its just the introduction of new sec1s plus the new committee if im not wrong. sians. and tml there is AMATH RETEST ! grr. must pass this time round !

have to get ready for my tuition. i needa pass my amath ! xueli scored so well can. i must do as well as her too so i get a chance to compete with her for the scholarship award ! LOL xD


ciao !

it has been a month since i have blogged.

gosh. this blog is getting rusty. lols. anyway, there is nth much i wna say. just felt like updating after realising how pathetic my blog is right now. i had better try to update every now and then.

anyway, school is rather fine these few days. just that there are loads of tests this week. i have tests on monday, tuesday,wednesday and friday. practically everyday ! and for cny, hehheh. did receive quite a bit cuz my birthday happens to clash with the new year. wahahaha. and here are my presents for the year !(x


mummy- clothes and angpao
daddy- 2 pairs of pumps and angpao
aunties cindy, ivy and phyllis- esprit top + skirt
ahma- chocolates and angpao
jessica- billabong cap
jacie- pair of earrings and a polka dot card
wanqi- accessory box and photo frame
trombones- birthday party!

oh. as well as the sms-es send by yu guys. thanks loads !

3rd day of school alrdy.

hmmm. well everything is okaye but i got this new cher who has just came to chung cheng to teach as my form and chinese cher. she SUCKS okaye?

she is super boring and she cant rly control the class. many of the students in the class were like practically sleeping in her class? i almost fell asleep too. bleahs. she looked dull and i detest her that curly hair. i hoped she will rly try to make the lessons more interesting. theres like chinese 'o' lvl coming up for us and if she doesnt rly change i think im gna be in hot soup.

mr lee is my eng cher and he is hilarious ! but he always like to say that he is fat cuz everytime when he trys to teach us the skill in answering compre questions the question that always comes out is always this : why is mr lee fat? LOL. and he gave this excuse that oh because he always goes to KFC to eat and cuz he cant just go there and sit and not buy anything. hahahaha. that is plain EXCUSE ! hahas. but when it comes to serious business he is rly stern. but all in all i think he is a very nice teacher :D

a math cher is miss chan. had her first lesson today. she is quite alright but im honoured to say that i actually corrected the cher twice ! HAHA. the first time was because she gave us two examples of the algebraic equations. she opened one of the answers but not the other one. i was rather confused then so i told her and she went to correct it. then the second time was she didnt open the 3 to the power of 4. its supposed to be 81 but she didnt open. best part is she didnt realise lah. and each time i told her she went 'oh'. lol. she is quite like me--- blur sotong. hahas. but im not blur all the time. just some times only. (:

e math cher is elaine chong. she is okaye. no comments. physics is mr laurence gan. he is quite humorous and claims that we have plenty of time to finish the whole of the physics book. so yea. during his first lesson we only did like one page of the worksheet he gave us then he say lesson's over. its like so fast can. LOL. but today we did 2 pages so its like 1 more than the previous day. hahas. chem is mrs tan. i think she is quite a good cher and lesson will only start next week cuz today is the first time we are meeting her.

and geog cher is not too bad. not as bad as i have expected. she is mrs lee wan lan. yesyes. the one who looks like some ahma alrdy. the RETIRED RETIREE. thats what she told may's class last year. hahas. i think thats all for the list of my teachers so far. its not too bad and today was rather alright. had lessons and after school went for the band audition thing for the sec1s. wanted to leave at 215 at first but it started to pour heavily. so i stayed on until 245 before gng to popular to buy chinese composition pad. helped may jinghui and edna as well to buy stuffs and the auntie is horrible lah. she kept on complaining that she is very tired after working for the whole day.

i mean she is like only busy during recess time and after school. at most she only slogged for like max. 3 hours? and she is complaining like mad? damn. she has the time to chat while we, pathetic students queuing for so long for her to scan our stuffs and to pay her the money. i was so pissed with her ! i hoped she could rly be much faster and i dont know why the phone keeps ringing too and when it rings she will stop and then write some things on foolscap before continuing and she is rly rly rly very slow ! i queued for half an hour or maybe even longer before it was my turn. grr. and i planned to leave the sch at 215 but i left at 305 instead.

damn. and when i reached home it was like 430 alrdy. i had no time to prepare myself and to do my homework so i went to call uncle roger and it turned out that he is not home yet so i just decided to cancel it and maybe change to sunday morning. bleahs. its a long post today. shall end it now. woah. tml last day of sch for the week but sat have this cca orientation..

HAPPY 2006 TO ALL !

a new year has approached so quickly and im gna be sec3 this year ! but talking about my classroom, its kinda of pathetic cuz my class is the only sec3 class in the whole of 3rd level in the new block and its kinda of like isolated cuz there is only my class over at one corner, facing near the dnt block. kinda of boring cuz according to may, no one will definitely walk past my classroom. and first day of school we are gna have frc. which means i have to reach sch early first so that i can choose my seat. hahas. but i wonder who will be sitting next to me in class. hope it would be someone that i know.

anyway, today went to popular early in the morning cuz mummy wants to buy a table lamp for me. my room is gna be more PINK now cuz my table lamp is PINK too ! there are no other colours except for pink for the model of my table lamp. and i bought a photo album ! hahas. got it finally. at least i can now gather all my treasured stuffs and precious momentoes tgr and put it into the photo album ! then went to eat at hans before shopping for some necessities at ntuc. then went back change out into a new set of clothes before gng to west coast to eat with my relatives.

it is to celebrate my aunt and uncle's 24th anniversary tgr. yupyup. went there and then saw colin, louis and the rest, havent seen them for quite long and i think louis is taller than me. bleahs. he should, by the way, cuz i dont seem to be growing. grr. better skip more. i think when there is pe on thurs, ambert khoo is gna take height and weight measurements. i wna GROW TALLER ! does anybody know of any ways to make a person grow taller? if yu all know could yu all please kindly tell me ? i rly wish to grow taller. i wna grow TALLER ! ahh. okaye, im digressing. back to the point about the dinner thing. yupyup. had dinner and colin was rather lame. he asked me what movies i watched during the hols so i told him excorcism and harry potter. and he started saying that his friend could fly on the broomstick but he cant cuz there is no petrol. LOL. then about the excorcism, he was saying what his friend kinda of froze or sth like that and had to be sent to the hospital and when they went to visit this friend, they started to exercise his body and he was alright alrdy. kinda of lame lah.

and oh, he's joining singapore idol ! hahas. so all the best to him ! (: hope he can get thru and be one of the finalists. i didnt go bowling with them and the rest of colin and louis's side of the relatives cuz daddy isnt feeling well and yea, im back home. HOME SWEET HOME.

sch is restarting in like 2 days time? bleahs. okaye. i have to go now.


tata !

ytd was a great day !

spent quite a lot yesterday and i managed to buy the billabong bag which may and me wanted ! we had such a hard time looking for it. we went to like 4 shops ? out of 3 which were 77th street and there were like 3 of this shops just in far east plaza? LOL. but i must thank the last 77th street may saw at far east if not we wont be able to get the bag. hahaha. bought some big earrings too cuz i felt like trying to know how it feels to wear some big earring but its not too big though. lols. i bought a neck strap and a handphone keychain from taka.

but i couldnt get the accessory box cuz its out of stock and the sakesperson doesnt know if there will be any stock. sadded. but forget it, maybe im just not destined with it. yupyup and then i bought some stuffs for kaiyi candice and the rest of the havoc gang. i heard that candice and kaiyi bought me some things so i thought it would be nice if i buy sth for them. yupyup. and i shop till like about 7 plus. oops. i didnt mention who i went with. i went orchard with xueli, jessica, gena, may, charissa and jacie. heex. and now we are gna plan another outing during the june hols.

we are gna buy loads of clothes for our trip to bangkok (if it's confirmed) for the band competition. woohoo. and there will be great big sales by then ! and oh, i just love the brown and the balck tops i tried at topshop. hopefully i can persuade my mum to buy since i have the 20% voucher which i got frm seventeen (: LOL.

3 more days to xmas ! hahas. and i have yet to think of sth to make for may for the xmas exchanging of presents. hopefully i would be able to get my inspiration soon. heex. anyway, today is the 'dong zhi' festival. my ahma will be coming dwn to my hse later and my mum took leave today to prepare dinner for this occasion. i helped her with some stuffs later and i re-do my notebook too cuz i realise there are too much crap inside which i do not want mr wong to know. lols. i must have been a bit too high when im writing on the notebook. (thats according to gena) yupyup. and now im using the computer.

well, today is quite a boring day and there is band agn tml. ooh. my trombone is better now after the repair and the chemical cleaning. its not very shiny but its now like HALF BRONZE HALF GOLD to me. LOL. i dont know how to explain but it seems to be like this and the slide is much better now. not so much moss on it anymore. its cleaner and smoother now. HAHAHA.

whees. finally change my template ! i dont know to choose which one but i hope this is alright. some simple one. anyway, i went to the channel u webby and realised that one of the campus superstar female finalists is from CHUNG CHENG ! her name is koh bee kwee. i think sth like that. she looks quite cute. hahas. think i have seen her at talentime too. there is one frm chij katong convent too. and a pair of TWINS too. so pro. both sisters got into the competition. so lucky. hahas.

this wed band would be resuming again. i wonder how is my trombone now. wonder if it would be shinier than before or maybe even look more brassier ? lols. wonder if this word even exists. brassier. LOL. i think on wed we are gna move back all our stuffs back to the new cca block. wonder how big would the band room be. best is if we own the whole first storey to our own. hahas. but its sad that the holidays are gna be over so soon. but oh well, once school resumes, i will have my pocket money ! hahas. and i wont be so BROKE. lols. i still have a couple of outings to go too. dont even know if i have enough to spend and i need a new bag and a new pair of shoes so badly ! hope i will be able to find it soon.

thats all i guess. nth else to update. i had better go pack my room now. its quite messy and i have no space to put my new books. the school books are getting thicker and THICKER. grr.

not sure if i shuld go for the section outing. im nearly broke and i think if i were to go for the section outing, im gna spend at least about 20 bucks. but i feel bad i reject this outing agn cuz i have rejected the previous outing alrdy. xueli said that if we go ice-skating, it should cost $10.50 and kbox would be arnd 8 bucks like that. im quite interested in kbox but if i go i would have no more money alrdy and i cant go out anymore. sigh. thats the problem when yu dont have enough money. i wna work !

and about the outing with tricia and hannah,i wonder if it is still on cuz everything is so confusing, at first section outing was supposed to be on mon and outing with tricia and hannah on tues. but suddenly tricia says cna change to mon not. i told her i got an outing on mon. ( im still considering if i shuld go for the outing on mon) but suddenly tricia we arrange another day go pool. i was thinking how about the chicken lil thing ? but i dont know if i shuld ask her cuz if i ask her and she asks me to go, i have no idea if i should go.

and then xueli sms-ed me at night to say if section outing change to tues can or not. so now, its like change days ? but i just rejected the outing wiht tricia and hannah. everything is just so confusing right now. and i have no money. ahh ! thats the worse thing. luckily mummy has given me 12 bucks today but her condition is that i have to clean the house. well,its not too bad cuz im not gna clean the WHOLE house. she told me to just clean my room, the skirtings as well as the grills. it sounds rather alright but i havent start my housework yet. hahas. think im gna start now. (x

ahh. im just vexed up all of a sudden. just wna SCREAM ! ahhh ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh !!!!!!!!!


im so sorry about this post but im just feeling so confused now. im just so frustrated, so vexed up. my mind is in a whirl. i just need to scream !