hey ya !

haven't been blogging these few days. i was too lazy to update this blog. yupyup. anyway, it's the holidays now and GSS has started ! i wna go out and get more new clothes ! YAY !

band camp starts tml. how fast ya ? i have not finished packing my bag yet. it's gna be 3days2nights. im gna miss my bed badly. BADLY ! lols. mummy forgot to bring her small pillow back from her office. looks like i have to look for a substitute for it. hopefully, i had be able to sleep well like the other time(: lots of combined during the band camp and 1 of the practices is at night ! how cool ! lols. pratising late at night in the band room.. hahas. and halfway through, i have to go for chem remedial. wonder if there's a need to bring the 6 test tubes along. sth tells me that i have to bring it and if i have to bring it's gna be so troublesome. shouldn't have brought it home in the first place.

may's gna buy loads of coffee so that she had be awake during her chem remedial. sad for her, hers is just right after the band camp,which means she will have to stay longer in sch and i guess she must be very tired by then. at least, mine is still like in between the band camp so i think it had be alright? must get enough sleep first on the second day so that the next day i had be more awake and can then pay attention in class. but i doubt i can do it cuz i will have to do patrol from 1130 to 130. even if i were to sleep after that, i think it's gna be arnd 6 hours or so. but usually, i will be like idling arnd or if not chatting with my friends first before sleeping or perhaps i will not be able to sleep at all ! then tata, good luck to myself !

okaye. enough of my crap here. just hope that i wont doze off during the remedial and it had be good enough. gna go catch the korean show later at 2pm ! tata !

lazy saturday today. was supposed to go out with my mum today but it rained so my mum was too lazy to bring me out and i'm now stuck at home. it's kinda of bored staying at home. i had prefer to go out and have fun !

may went out with lexuan and the rest to orchard today. so good lah. lexuan lied to me. she always says that she can't go out on weekends but she can go out today. so shuang. can go walk around and have fun. oh yeah. may bought a skirt which i have tried on thursday. i wanted to buy but i guess i will have difficulties finding a top to match with the skirt so i didn't buy it. luckily, i didn't wna buy it cuz there was a 50% sale today ! i had be cursing myself now if i were to buy it on that day. LOL !

i packed my room for a while just now. did a lot of filing cuz during the examinations, i took out a lot of worksheets to go through and my room was like so filled with files and worksheets. had a hard time filing all the worksheets and i only managed to finish filing for certain subjects only. gosh. it will take me a long while to finish packing my room. sighs.

so bored. perhaps later i shall go watch the da chang jin vcd ! HAHA !

had this mothers' day celebration today with my family.

but it's not for my mum. it was for my por por. went to makan at jurong point. yupyup. jurong point is rather a big shopping centre and it has a line of fast food outlets ! just to name a few; there are mos burger, long john silvers, KFC, and many more. nice to shop there cuz there are many shops for you to patronise !

walked arnd until about 2 plus then went to my aunty's hse cuz my mum wanted to watch this stefanie sun's concert in hongkong on channel8. yeah. so we stayed in my aunty's hse for about 2 hours. i was reading the da vinci code at my aunty's place. got nth to do at all and besides the movie is gna premiere soon so i thought it would be better for me to read the book first before watching it. (my mum has reserved the tix ! although it's rated NC16(: )

afetr that, we went back to jurong point again. hahas. continued with our shopping. walked around but i don't seem to find anything that i fancy. in fact, even if i were to see sth that i fancy, i had probably wait till the great singapore sale starts before i were to buy it. LOL ! in the end, i bought only 2 pairs of earrings at jurong point. jalan jalan until about 6 plus then went for dinner. and now, finally home sweet home !

just went to my inbox to check the band camp thing, i'm under the games section. i think it's rather okaye. get to plan games and stuff. sounds interesting(: band resuming this coming wednesday.. so soon ! guess we have to start preparing for our next upcoming competition alrdy(:

the examinations are finally over !

great! no more of studying ! yayness ! anyway, today only had a listening comprehension test and the physics students in my class were let off at around 8 plus while the rest of the biology students had to stay back longer for their biology paper. hahas. poor thing.

went with xiaotian to parkway cuz we had nth to do and she had to wait for her ahma while i have to wait for gena and joanne. we had some fun but it was rather quiet when we reached there probably because it was too early in the morning and many of the shops have not opened yet. wanqi didn't pei me go look for job today. sadded. but today's not a good day. couldn't find any part-time job to earn more income. :( the jobs that i have asked all required full-time workers. i doubt i have the time too go for those full time ones. i had prefer those with flexible working hours. actually, i shouldn't be too picky huh? i should be glad if someone is willing to hire me ! HAHAHA!

we left at around 11plus cuz by then, the biology students have finished their papers. i took a bus back to school to meet joanne and gena. we then took bus14 to suntec city. went to watch MI-3 ! nicenice ! tom cruise is so good-looking ! gena and joanne have found their new idol ! LOL(: but the sound effects of the movie is very scary. loads of explosions here and there. and tom cruise is like a daredevil in the movie with many great stunts ! wonder if it was rly him or those professional stuntmen. lol. oh yeah, i have bought my mum her mothers' day present ! bought her a mug and a pair of earrings. hope she likes it:D

tml is vesak day !! great. will be gng out with my mum tml as well as to celebrate mothers' day in advance x)


i feel like watching 'when a stranger calls' !

my hands are ACHING !

wrote 4 compositions today. it's truly tiring. i was feeling so tired throughout the whole examination. don't know why, i just can't seem to perk myself up. even the so called "concentration crystal" doesn't rly seem to work too. the best part is i slept around the usual same old time which is like 11 plus and yet i'm still feeling so sleepy.

but oh well. the examination is alrdy over. it was rather okaye on the whole. nth much to comment except that i almost couldn't finish my eng compo? yeah, but in the end i still manage to complete it just one minute before the time's up. and after the examination, went home with gena. didn't wna go anywhere else. i wanted to study but i turned out to be stucked at the comp here. damn it. i just can't accomplish stuffs which i set for myself.

anyway, my mum's bday and mothers' day is approaching ! bought an eye pillow for my mum's bday present, hope she likes it(: as for mothers' day, hmmm. i'm so tempted to make sushi for my mum ! HAHAS. but i needa go get the ingredients and find the bamboo mat before i can start working on it. lols.

today has been a long day.

went out with may in the morning to harbourfront. we met at the usual place. i realised that we two do have psychic power today. we kept on guessing when our buses will arrive accurately. hahas. we shopped for a while and we seem to have made a din at the gift a name shop. lols. according to may, the cashier was like staring at her. so for fear of getting scolded or ruining the school's reputation further, we decide to leave the place immediately.

and guess what ? after we walked out of the shop, we met jeanette aw ! she's pretty in person and is rather tall. at least taller than me lah. lols. she went into a hair salon. then yupyup. we then went to psata mania which was opposite her salon to eat. after makan, we decide to meddle with the tobacco sauce, cheeese and the shells of the clams and mussels. we had a lot of fun but i guess a couple next to us was a bit frustrated with what we were doing so we just played with it for a while before leaving.

after that we went walking arnd. may bought a postcard for the new zealanders. we then shopped arnd agn and we actually met with a stallholder who used to be a trombone player ! what a coincidence ! lols. then went to another shop where this uncle asked us to try on some polarised lens. it's kinda of interesting cuz when yu put on those lens, you would be able to see certain things that yu can't see with yr naked eyes. yupyup. kinda of interesting. then after that took bus back to sch. loads of things happen. we were screaming and yelling in the rain. lols. we were totally drenched in the rain and we were like dripping wet !

i took out my shoes and socks out during combined cuz they were far too wet for me to wear it on. yupyup. combined ended quite fast today. we just did a recording and after mr wong has picked on certain parts of the three pieces, we were let off ! whees(x after that went parkway with may. we walked arnd until about 6 before leaving. im gna save up more money and buy the ebase dress as well as the mango top !

tmr is good friday ! yay ! but there's still band tml. at least i don't have to wake up early though(: fall in is at 145 so still got time to go out or maybe slack arnd at home(x

had band today the whole day from morning till late afternoon. competititon is coming up. i hope i can improve myself further. esp for rosa. sighs. i seem to be messing up part 16. i had better heed may's advice and be more brave when im playing the notes. can't be too scared of this and that. just give out my very best and see how well i fare(: hopefully, tml's combined will be better for me.

charissa told me that on tuesday, the last page of the life newspaper actually had a small article on our competition ! the report mentioned that there were 10 bands participating in the competition at first but many backed out due to examinations and stuff, therefore leaving 4 bands taking part in the competition for which 2 from overseas and 2 local ones which are mainly my school and commonwealth sec. the 2 overseas band are from malaysia and new zealand. gna have an exchange programme with new zealand on saturday.

we prepared a gift for them alrdy. it's the school's chung cheng bear !! it's kinda of expensive. 15 bucks. we are planning to place a band badge on the chung cheng bear's uniform. hahas, guess it would be kinda of memorable for the new zealanders. heex. at least they will rmb that they have visited chung cheng's band before and know how does our uniform look like. LOLS. hope they like it(: i was thinking if we should place a singapore flag on the chung cheng bear's hand. lols. so that they know they visited singapore too. hahas. kinda of lame. don't think i'm gna do that. i think the bear with the badge is good enough. hahas.

after band, went home with may. she gotta do her painting on her saxophone. hope she has finished her drawing by now(:

I FLUNKED MY GEOG !

gosh. well. i kinda of expected it. i mean, i didn't rly study much so my marks shouldn't be anywhere better as well. at least i didn't fail that badly. thought i would get a single digit though >.<

gena is kinda of fated with her reg. no today. lols. every paper she got back today including her ting xie all have an 8 for her scores. there's no way im gna get my reg no. unless i get 100 ? or maybe 10 out of 10 sth like that? but no way am i gna get a 1. that would be sosososo horrible !

hmmm. i might be the green rep for my class and if this is confirmed, i will be with the green club ! that means same cca as xueli and gena agn ! LOL. think it's gna be quite interesting cuz i heard from gena that there will be some nature walks organised during the hols and i believe it will be very exciting. gena tells me about how the tour guide actually pluck out those wild fruit from the trees and treating them to eat. kinda of interesting. probably i can learn some survival skills too. hahas.

went for individuals just now. everything was okaye. im learning how to relax so that i won't be so tense in my playing. cuz when i'm tense, the sound that is produced doesn't seem to be as nice as when i play when im relaxed. yeah. so gotta jiayou ! hopefully, i can play the pieces to my very best. must practice more for prelude. esp. the melody part. yupyup. then went home with jessica,jacie,gena and xueli.

later gng tuition. must PIA agn for mid-years. JIAYOU JIAYOU to myself ! xD

it's gna be a busy week.

band competition is coming up and there's band practically everyday. will be seeing band ppl from monday to sunday. today had this fall in for checking of uniforms. took back our blazers and skirts. i changed my blazer and got adelyn's one in the end. at least this time it's more fitting and im glad that i wont be wearing that bigbig blazer. lols. tml there will be frc cip so will see the band ppl agn. from wed to sat, there is combined and an exchange programme with the new zealand band.

we are supposed to buy sth for the new zealand ppl. can't think of anything for them at the moment. and oh, sunday is the BIG DAY. the day when we are gna have a competition. i must jiayoujiayou ! (:

feel like watching the combined 4 schools meet thing. think it's gna be interesting. got adriano.. lols. but the band teachers are appealing for the band not to go for the sports day thing. sighs. i feel like gng..

i also can't decide if i should still go for dhs eds night. the thing is gna be held in between of mid-years. i feel like pia-ing for this examination and my mum told me not to go.. sighs. wanted to talk to tricia about it but her blog seems to have closed dwn or sth. maybe i should sms and tell her all about it..

today's zuo wen thing was like so tough can ? just a picture of 2 girls looking into the sky full of stars. i seriously don't know what i should write. luckily had some discussion before that for 15 minutes so it was still quite alright in the end. i was the second writer and it was so damn boring for the first half an hour (had to wait for the eunice,the first writer to finish first) but luckily gena sms-ed me so it was still quite okaye.

after eunice has finished writing, i took over. was quite okaye. she ended quite well for me to continue. crap a lot and i added a lot of conversation stuffs into the compo. hopefully, it will turn out alright. joanne told me that yu ching managed to link it with her own story after that. phew. i was afraid that i might not end well for yu ching to continue. went back to class after the zuo wen thingy. it was pouring damn heavily ! but in the end i still left the school with xiaotian despite the heavy rain. xiaotian's umbrella was kinda of spoilt. hahas. she's one aggressive girl. she has spoilt 5 umbrellas and the umbrella that was spoilt today would be her sixth ! gosh. so violent. LOLS.

home sweet home now. think i had better rush to do my timed practice now. dont wna leave it to the last minute ever again.

whees. zhiyang won campus superstar ! (: he deserves it ! i love his rendition of kiss goodbye and 'yi shou jian dan de ge'. NICENICE !! (x lols.

anyway, today was rather a soso day. got back chemistry and emath papers. kinda of satisfied with my results although i do make certain careless mistakes at times and even forgetting how to do completing the square .. hahas. if not could have gotten another 4 marks, damn. oral results also quite okaye.

oh yah, mr lee will not be teaching my class for the next 3 weeks and clarissa han is gna take over. i wonder if this clarissa han is clarissa cheong.. got an intuition that clarissa han IS clarissa cheong. god. i wonder if she's a good teacher.. ahh. whatever lah. it's only 3 weeks of her lesson.

so far the past week has been quite alright except that there is combined on saturdays now to prepare for the upcoming competition. whcih means every saturday, i have to stay in school until about 4,5 plus before im free. gosh. my only free day will only be sunday. AHH ! no choice though. for the sake of doing well for the competition... at least it's not having band everyday.

last friday, went to watch snyo performance at victoria concert hall. many hilarious things happen between gena and me in school before we reach suntec to meet xueli. lols. i wonder if i should rly blog it out. it's damn funny and it's gna be one unforgettable experience. hmmm. maybe i should just list out the venues,

1.gym toilet
2.outside the canteen,near the achievement board
3.canal outside school
4.bus-stop at the backgate

lols. these are the venues. that day was a busy day for us. we did cip in the afternoon and get to miss one period fo chinese ! yayness. hahas. we went to an old folk's home at geylang east and bring them to east coast park. the old folks there are actually quite amiable. quite a pleasure to talk to them. hahas. gena,xiaotian and me are the regular students who bring old folks to the toilet. lols. the whole cip trip, the 3 of us just bring old folks to the toilet and bring them back to the beach and talk to them. overall, it was still quite alright. thought i will have some miscommunication with the old folks. hahas.

went back to school then those hilarious things happen and after that we went to suntec ! met xueli at the city hall station and from there we walked to suntec. saw a watch at a shop in citylink mall which gena recommended to me. the design is nice but i had not enough money with me at that moment. should have brought more on that day. yupyup. went to suntec and we bought yami yogurt and took our dinner over there. we wanted to shop around but there wasn't enough time. yeah. after a while, around 7 plus, we took an mrt to raffles place to meet jacie and walked to vch.

concert was quite okaye, the third song lasted for 42 minutes ! damn long. but snyo is rly fantastic. so admire them,esp the trombonists. there were only 3 players and yet their sound was so loud and distinguished. it's like the orchestra is very big and loud and yet we can still hear the trombone from the place where i was sitting. pro !

after the comcert, went to macs with gena,xueli and jacie. sat dwn there chit-chat for a while before leaving. yupyup. and that marks the end of my friday last week.

tml got the zuo wen competition thingy, wonder what is it all about. hopefully, the topic wouldn't be that tough(:

okaye. time is running out for me to type this post so i shall just type a short one here.

anyway, there's a lot of homework to be done esp mr lee's. i have to RE-DO his summary and do a kinda of like a table for the summary thing. gosh ! and he says that the last page which is the supplementary exercise has to be done too. that page alone is gna kill me ! so mnay things like finding out the meaning, constructing the sentence and filling in of the adjectives,verbs,adverbs and nouns of certain words found in the passage. GRR. so much to do on eng alone ! ahh!

and tml there will be this compre test. it's a level test. hopefully, i will do well. guess this is gna be part of the CA marks since there's no english common test. i will be having my chinese oral tml too ! waa... !! such a short notice ! how am i supposed to prepare myself for it ??? gosh. conversation alone is gng to take up 30 marks ! guess i have to mugmugmug tonight. but for now, i shall go watch campus first.. wahahaha(x

went to school in the morning for emath lesson. met quite a number of ppl on the way to school. i saw magdalene first, followed by shang fa and yu ching. hahas. it was like such a coincidence ! lols.

the lesson was okaye. a lil bit dry but don't know why i could actually be so awake throughout the whole lesson. surprisingly. hahas. anyway, wanqi was a lil bit crazy today. she kept on saying 'hao ren you hao bao' and the 'bao' she was actually referring to hugging. so if yu translate it back, it will be 'good person have good hug' ! LOL! xD she wanted to exempt herself earlier from the lesson so that she could go for guitar.. but mrs toh didn't allow. yeah. and she thought she could miss half the lesson and go slack at guitar. hahas. too bad for her ! but like this it had be better cuz she can accompany and talk to me. hahas.

after the emath lesson, took a bus home with gena. so good lah. she can go out today to watch movie with her bn classmates.. guess she must be enjoying the movie while im typing this post at home now. bleahs. forget it. i must quickly go pia my homework and finsh it earlier than her ! hahas.

oh yah. later needa go for tuition too. sians. okayeokaye, that's all for now. i have got nth to blog. byes !


tml gng to singapore poly ! whees:)

anyway, there's loads of homework that needs to be done. and gosh. school is reopening soon and tml there's this emath remedial thing. ahh ! guess i rly have to buck up and quickly complete my homework lur. sighs. seems that i have been returning to school for quite a no. of times during the holidays. it doesn't seem like a holiday to me. oh well. im alrdy sec3. and there's o lvl chinese for me to take this year. guess i rly rly rly have to pia for now>.<

i realised that many ppl have read the recent post i have posted. im sorry if i have provoked or hurt anyone who have read it. im sorry and i didnt mean it to>.<>that post, i was feeling real DOWN. i just thought that im being left out in the whole world. i simply thought that there is no one for me and nobody cares for me at all.

i was at the lowest point of my life and i just feel that life's so boring for me. it seems like a life cycle for me everyday. it's like the same old routine and im so sick of it. i just don't know how to express my emotions then. it's just like mixed feelings? things got even worse when i was being kinda of like "criticised". it was rly saddening that's why i chose to type out to sort of vent out my anger and frustration.

i wonder if it was the right thing to do. i tried to make the font small but ppl could still read it, and worse still, those ppl that i mention in the post read it too. i kinda of feel bad and im sorry for that matter. i was just too sad to think about the consequences that i have to bear later on and in fact when i was typing that post, i didn't rly exactly know the content cuz it was like whatever things i have in mind i just type it immediately so even if i have any spelling errors or what so ever, i have no idea at all. and this is also the reason why i have hurt some ppl out there.

i didnt care about other ppl's feelings then. i just feel like getting all these unhappiness out of my mind. that was my whole motive. never did i know that i would hurt ppl like this. im rly sorry to those that i have mentioned in the post esp _ _ _. SORRY !

sometimes i just wonder if i do have any good qualities or any good points in myself. i just find that im like not good in anything? be it in my studies/sports/music, i just dont seem to find myself good in any aspect. i feel that im so useless. and these few days, i realised that i do not have many friends now. i feel so depressed. looking at the number of friends gena has, i feel so inferior. i have never had this feeling before until i entered secondary3

everything seems to have changed after the streaming. i thought it maybe better for me but it turned out to be worse. i just feel so left out and lonely. and im too tired of my friends arnd me. i told myself to not feel in that way but i cant help it. it's like for eg. may. i just find that sometimes her actions are far too childish and when im troubled or anything, she still continues to tell me things that i dislike or am not interested in. i feel so sick. i tried dropping some hints to her but she dont seem to get it. and im afraid if i were to tell her directly,she would be upset. i just dont know what todo. im so confused.

and things are not rly gng too well in band too. charissa is so out in the section and she doesnt seem to like this section at all. i dont know how to help her to regain her interest in the section. i have no idea of how to help her. and the worse thing now is i cant help myself. nobody seems to like me anymore. like joanne. i used to be quite close to her but now we are like so distant. and today before the talentime audition, she even commented on the choice of my song saying that my choice is always 'very different ' frm the rest. she seems to be criticising me.

and eunice was there saying 'lousy' and all this and that. i was so hurt when i heard about it, i just feel so bad. and then when i held the jiang meiqi and she album, eunice took the she album without even looking at jiang meiqi's one and gena was there laughing 'haha. nobody look at yr album'(referring to the jiang meiqi's one)

i feel so hurt deep down inside my heart. jacie also another straightforward one. today during after frc she said that she was happy with her science results cuz she got 38/50 beating thuiqi and jessica. i ask how much did jessica fare and she say 60. when i told her i scored the same as jessica in sec2, she said that we are of the same kind whihc is like criticising me like that.

and she's like not close to me now. shee's closer to gena and xueli and i just feel a bit jealous. dont know why. i just feeel so alone.,left out. bleahs. only thing i can turn to maybe are just my soft toys. gosh. sighs.

i had wanted to go for mrl at first cuz im still oweing 2 hours for this month's duty. yupyup. but in the end i decided not too go cuz i was rather in a bad mood. i just kept on thinking how boring my life is when practically everyday (actually it's only 6 days) where i have to go for school and everyday i have to stay until late afternoon before i can rly go home to take a break.

if it's not school, it will then be tuition. by the time i finish my tuition, it will be quite late alrdy and i have to complete my homework which needs to be handed up the next day. this process will then keep on repeating for all weekdays. but of course, there will be some exceptions where there is band after school. but it's still roughly the same cuz by the time i reach home it will be arnd 7 plus 8? jus somewhere arnd there. and i dont seem to have any fun like maybe chilling out with friends for a while after sch or sth like that.

it seems to me that life's getting a bit too boring for me. i wish to spice up my life further doing things that i enjoy. sighs. im making myself sound so pathetic. damn. yeah. and i was feeling quite moody throughout the whole of pastoral care and higher chinese lesson. and there was also a change in the sitting plan ! im supposed to sit with weiming ! gosh. but i only sat with him during amath lesson (it was miss chan who araanged the new sitting plan and she is my amth teacher). yeah. and after her lesson, i went ot change place to sit with gena. xiaotian moved over too and we, the threesome sat tgr in class ! whees(:

hahas. yupyup. so back to the mrl thingy. i didnt go in the end and instead i went out with gena and xueli for a while to parkway to makan. we went to yoshinoya and we sat back at the same place where we went the other time and the scenario was roughly the same as were sitting in the same positions. eating the same stuff. and actions were roughly the same. gena and me gave the waffle fries to xueli, xueli and gena went to buy the fan tuan but the black sesame flavour that xueli wants was not available (this is slightly different from the other time), i was the slowest to finish my food again, gena and me taking the same drinks plus xueli and gena sharing the drinks tgr ! it just so look like the other time when we went to eat. LOL!

yeah. and then cuz xueli didnt get to eat her fan tuan she went to buy ice-cream instead and i recommended her to try the belgian chocolate cuz it's yummy ! but after she bought it, i thought the taste was slightly different but it's still very yummy ! hahas. i wanted her to try the black sesame too at first cuz she didnt get to eat the black sesame flavour of the fan tuan so i thought maybe this ice-cream flavour would be the substitute for it(x she didnt try it in the end but i wish to try it the next time i patronise the shop. it had be interesting(: wonder how the flavour taste like. heex.

and with that cup of belgian chocolate she bought, xueli, gena and me sat dwn sharing that cup of ice-cream cuz xueli and gena couldnt finish it and ask me to help out to finish. hahas. we were sitting dwn there enjoying our ice-cream and the atmosphere was rather sweet? hahas. had a lot of fun chatting over there. gena wants to go down there again this thurs ! wonder if i should tag along or go for mrl? lols. i feel like trying their chocolate fondue !

after finishing the ice-cream, xueli went to buy the marshmallow dipped with chocolate at the chocz shop there and i met xueting ! was quite paiseh at first when i saw her cuz i dont know if she recognises me. but in the end she smiled at me. yeah. and she looks still the same. we then left the place not long after. yupyup. at least todya i managed to go out for a while:D

PHYSICS TEST TML !

gotta go for tuition now. needa uncle roger to help me. heex. bye !

hahas. and the only difference was we didnt take photos this time

went to KBOX today ! whees. im gna make a very SHORT post about this cuz i have to go off very soon afterdoing the ws mr lee gave on the art of argument4 .. yupyup. it was very fun today. however,my voice sucks today can? i was like erm.. i just dont sound good today:(

yeah. and i was rather upset. sang quite a no. of songs but haven thot of one to sing with jessica yet. yeah. so most probably, i will be gng dwn agn on wednesday ! ohoh. thanks gena and xueli for the chipmunk present ! i love it loads ! whees. the chipmunk also had a lot of fun at kbox too cuz we kept on playing with all the soft toys that gena has given jacie,xueli and me.

HAHAHA. gena seems to be a SANTA CLAUS today. LOL. she gave a tortoise to jacie, tigger to xueli and of course a chipmunk for me ! YAY ! then we just kept on throwing the soft toys here and there and we used the soft toys to sway with the music. wahahaha. it was quite fun and the klunch over there is not too bad. we all ate the black pepper chicken set. heex. however, xueli could not take the meat cuz she is a vegetarian.yupyup. so i think in the end she only took the rice, fruits and salad. yupyup.

then after kbox, we walked arnd and jessica and i bought sth for derrick before leaving. yeah. and i have to go now. bye ! xD

i think i had better stop being such a flower idiot (as in hua chi)alrdy. after looking back at my actions these few days, i can conclude that im rly falling head over heels over shawn. gosh. how crazy can i get.

i think i rly change my liking very fast. couple of weeks ago, i was talking to may saying that i like joshua, but now im alrdy into the shawn craze. i do change my perception fast huh? whatever. i just hoped that i wont be too crazy, even my friends could tell too. and they just think im mad. well. i feel that at my present age, i had better learn what is self constriant. i had better learn to control my moods as far as possible. i feel that im still a very kiddy person, like those silly fans out there being such a fanatic of a certain person. goodness. i dont want to be like that.

maybe i shuld just learn to admire him only. as in maybe i can like him but maybe not too crazy. i think im gng bonkers soon if i were to continue being like that. its like sometimes i wonder to myself why should i be crazy over someone who doesn't even know me in the first place? it's like i dont know him and even if i were to meet him on the streets, he wouldn't even say hi to me. ( i had be surprised if he were to rly wave at me o.0 )

yep, maybe i should just think in this way. this is not gna do me any good if i were to continue idolising him or sth. but i rly think his looks are not bad. bleahs. LOL. i dont know what im talking now. just plain CRAP. well. i guess im just being a plain bore here. sorry to anyone who is reading this lame post. i will come up with a more interesting one the next time round.

stop about the shawn thingy now. tml gng to KBOX ! whees. i wna sing ! i wna take the mike and go HIGH ! i just wna have a great time at the kbox, singing songs that i like and go HYPER once more ! let the hyperness be back unto me again ! whees. and it's rare that there's no band on SAT. and it's gna be the same for next wed too ! yayness ! (:

i have watched I NOT STUPID 2 alrdy ! YAYness ! lols.

i know this has been screened in cinemas for quite some time alrdy but its just that i couldnt find time to watch it and almost all of my friends have alrdy catch this movie. but ohwell, i still watched it, with my mum ! hahas.

we went to century square to catch the movie and i was there earlier than my mum. yeah, so went to buy some lil stuffs that i can munch while watching the movie. bought plums and maomi stripes. hahas. i wanted to buy gummies frm mini toons at first but thought it would be too fattening if i just kept on eating all these sugary gummies. yupyup. so in the end i decided to be a good girl and not succumb to my temptations. hahaha.

guess what when i was walking at tm? i met zhou! at first i couldnt recognise who she was cuz i was on the phone and then suddenly i realised that there was this dunman high girl waving at me.when i looked at this person closer, OHMY! it was zhou ! LOL. yeahyeah.i started waving back at her. she has changed quite a lot and has short hair now ! and she seems to have slimmed dwn. heex. yeah. then went to buy ice milo at macs and saw some chung cheng bballers there eating.

i met up with mum and we went to the cinema immediately. i thought the usher would not have noticed the macdonalds ice milo cuz i was like trying to hide it with my mum's paper bag and unfortunately i failed. bleahs. but the usher just told me to not bring in any more of these drinks in future. so phew. nth happened. my mum and i thought we are supposed to finish the drink first before entering into the cinema.

and the movie was absolutely FANTASTIC ! i like SHAWN ! i think he's so good looking can? his transformation was so big compared to the movies of homerun and i not stupid. he is like so tall now ( he is standing at 1.78m ! which is even taller than joshua!) and he is so cute la ! ahh!1 crazy lil me. i think im rly liking him a lot now. lols. i just think that he's so good-looking now. hahas.

and the ppl in the cinema were damn bad lah. there was this particular scene which showed joshua's dad in the hospital and the principal plus teacher all saying that he is loking good and should be able to discharged within 1 or 2 days. however, the next scene actually showed the funeral photo of joshua's dad and everybody in the cinema just LAUGHED ! its like so bad la. i didnt laugh cuz gena has alrdy told me of the scene. but it was like meant to be a very sad scene but everyone is like saddist lah. just laugh when they showed that scene. lols.

the movie is not too bad afterall, it has many funny parts as well as those tear-jerking moments. and i just simply like shawn and there was this scene where his dressing was like so pia kia type. he has got like 4 piercings in one of his ears(wonder if the piercings are real ones not) and then he wear those metal chain on his neck but some abstract black shirt which made him so gangster-like. but i still like him. WAHAHAHA.

anyway, this movie is not too bad. those who havent catch it shuld watch cuz its quite a nice one to catch and there is shawn ! LOL. yeah. so do catch it and now chung cheng is offering this concession rate of only 5 bucks for students who are interested to watch. so good lah ! shouldnt have watch it first. but i have also ticked in the class list agreeing that i will be gng. hahaha. feel like watching but wonder if my mum will scold.

and ohoh. i love the song that junyang sang too. it just so match with the scene where shawn and joshua walked with the gang. it made that scene like so cool with the backgrnd music. NICENICE ! i like it ! hahaha.

and tml gena is gna have her piano exam and juniors will be having their common tests alrdy. good luck to yu all ! (: