LOW BLOOD PRESSURE ≠ ANAEMIC !

yay ! this means i am not anaemic ! doctor just called to tell me !

but it still remains a fact that i have low blood pressure.

doctor advised me to exercise regularly, take in more fresh air which is beneficial for me. hmm. looks like even if i want to laze, i cant do so anymore..

the past 2 days did freaked me a little. i felt so weak and didnt know how or what i should do. first day was fever which went all the way up to 39.2°C ! then yesterday was a combination of many factors -- giddy spells, stomachache, and even blackout ! like my eyes are open but i cant see anything. it was so scary. i have to grope about in the room even though it's broad daylight. thankfully it was only temporary. i cant imagine if it was permanent. omg. TOUCHWOOD !

i even had breathing difficulties ! it was so terrible. i kept feeling that way everytime i stand up. and i would only feel better when i lie down. plus the fact that miss strawberry visited me.. that was horrible, terrible, vegetable!! doctor told me to lie down and stay in bed the whole day for fear that i may faint (!!!!) cos i've got low blood pressure.

but i didnt listen to his advice cos i had to do my proposal 1. didnt wanna do at first cos i still felt so weak. fortunately by mid-afternoon, i felt much better. so i decided to do my proposal ! then another obstacle came : singtel is sending one person down to my house on 16oct (today) to fix the mio modem thing but my internet had to be cut off one day before the person comes, which is 15oct (yesterday!) so i had to make my way to a nearby macs to make use of the wireless to send my proposal over to karyn. but i took too long to complete it so only managed to give them at 7 plus, which means we cant give mrs lim at all.

so we only pass up to her this morning and even though i had spent much time on the proposal, i came back with loads of red mark !!! and my part is the most problematic of the entire wr now.

ohmygoodness. ohmygoodness. ohmygoodness.

my internet is now up cos the singtel person came down to install the mio modem alrdy. and i can watch the free programme of grey's anatomy latest season ! caught a glimpse of the first episode just now but i found it too bloody.. oh wells.

okay, back to serious work. my proposal still needs a lot a lot of amendments.