i feel bloody screwed today. i rly feel f***** up. sorry for being vulgar.

firstly it was the class outing. i thought all was fine when i sms everyone cos no one told me they cant go cept for shawn. then only this evening shuhui told me some ppl either dont know cos change hp no or they not gng but never tell me at all. and because of all this checking who gng/ not gng, deciding on place to meet up early to buy stuffs and finding ppl to accompany me to buy stuffs/ go for the celebration, i ended up sms-ing from 5 plus until now. my hand is aching now esp when i also took flu jab today. so now my left arm is quite sore? yea, just feel uncomfortable on my left arm. and i'm super scared of my handphone vibrating again. zzz. means i gotta sms again.

then when i came back home, my mum start nagging at my dad for forgetting to close the window. and she went on and on and on. the incessant nagging. and then my dad will start... bloody irritating. then jessica called and talked about chalet. i had been actually looking forward to it, thinking about how we can go arcade play, go kbox sing and go nebo cafe play! but the only available date is next weekend amd its far too rush for me cos i need that weekend to pack my luggage for japan trip. so in the end? cancelled. and i think the next one will only be held at the end of next year. that's like another 365 days. zzz. no choice. so continued with my mum and dad. my dad overheard my conversation with jessica then start complaining about me grad from cch alrdy still wanna meet up with them.. studies no good still go out, out, out. and then he talked about band. like shit can. from gng out talk until band. then my mum came in and said why must be so kp go organise some stuffs when ppl also cant go. and then her 'rock concert' starts. it's like some slippery slope. from one thing go on to the other thing.

i feel so vexed ! life is just so screwed for today. and i also forgot to say i got cheated by this cobbler today. just sealing one side of my shoe's sole costs me $2 ! and only need to seal a bit lo ! my mum said it only cost $0.50 in the market. which means i got cheated ! he is charging me 400% the price can. and he nailed a nail into my shoe which is protruding out and i didnt realise. so tmr i gotta go back to him again. and he only opens at 12 when i'm meeting yj they all at city hall at the same time. zzz.

tell me, dont i feel screwed today. i'm feeling so frustrated. need some anger management games now.