i realised that many ppl have read the recent post i have posted. im sorry if i have provoked or hurt anyone who have read it. im sorry and i didnt mean it to>.<>that post, i was feeling real DOWN. i just thought that im being left out in the whole world. i simply thought that there is no one for me and nobody cares for me at all.

i was at the lowest point of my life and i just feel that life's so boring for me. it seems like a life cycle for me everyday. it's like the same old routine and im so sick of it. i just don't know how to express my emotions then. it's just like mixed feelings? things got even worse when i was being kinda of like "criticised". it was rly saddening that's why i chose to type out to sort of vent out my anger and frustration.

i wonder if it was the right thing to do. i tried to make the font small but ppl could still read it, and worse still, those ppl that i mention in the post read it too. i kinda of feel bad and im sorry for that matter. i was just too sad to think about the consequences that i have to bear later on and in fact when i was typing that post, i didn't rly exactly know the content cuz it was like whatever things i have in mind i just type it immediately so even if i have any spelling errors or what so ever, i have no idea at all. and this is also the reason why i have hurt some ppl out there.

i didnt care about other ppl's feelings then. i just feel like getting all these unhappiness out of my mind. that was my whole motive. never did i know that i would hurt ppl like this. im rly sorry to those that i have mentioned in the post esp _ _ _. SORRY !